Tuesdays are ...

1) Radio Times day :))

2) The day my other boss comes into the office (ace, a right good gibber)

3) The day I get CBT

Today it was also the day I collected my overdue prescription for 'happy pills'

*phew!*

I'm way better than I have been for ages. This comes out when talking to CBT lady :D

I let her know of the things I've disregarded, the things I've acknowledged and the things I've worked out.

It was also a bit painful today talking about assaults and stuff like that so she advised that I head home with a plan for 'nice things' :>>

Phoned the genius of love while walking home. Well, buzzed him and he rang me back :)) as is usual *love*

Talking to him helps pretty much more than anything else :yes:

Frickin chemist shuts from 2 till 3 !!! *arg* I so wanted to 'do' stuff and go home to hide. Ah well. Got shopping, including Radio Times, went to scrumilicious cafe for take-out Feta and roast pepper ciabatta and latte mmm ... flobbed on the couch and tried to ignore the constant headache.

Felt utterly exhausted. Emotionally drained and whacked out fro the throat thing.

At the moment I've lost all my relaxation time, or most of it anyway. I miss it quite a bit. Feel like I'm doing the blue arsed fly mostly.

Weighed out the ingredients for Mini's cookery thing at school tomorrow. MMM carrot cake :>>

Tomorrow I have 2 hours work, pack his stuff for him to go to ex's on Thursday, clean house (a bit) and a few other things here and there.

Will I clean the cooker? The windows? Or will I just lie in a big deep bath for at least 2 hours to unwind?

Or will I end here cos my brain's too mashed to decide anything and it feels right? :P