Watched The Wonder Years today ... man it's been ages. Must point Mini at it when he gets back from his dad's.
Had various thoughts that I can't focus on properly to form into blogable posts
along the lines of
Fear of Change
Not that I have it. Sometimes I wonder if I'm missing summat in my genes
*ponders the possible gags from that line*
Big Things I've Done
Left all my friends and family to move way down here with a fookin wanker - it has to be said (fancy-a-shag guy) I saw the girl he left me for the other day. She's gorgeous. But he broke her. He dragged her through the courts, blackened her name and now she never sees her own daughter 
*lucky escape*
Got married after seeing my boyfriend for five weeks. Stayed for 11 years, hoping it'd get better.
Separated from husband, to look after Mini mostly on my own. If I'd thought years ago that my life would be that I'd have run far, far away. I've coped but I wouldn't have when I was younger.
Oh look, it's almost focussed thoughts 
I'm scared of loads of things. But you get to a point where you want to kick the fear in the head and just do summat. I think that's what happened before each of these changes. "Go on, Fear, do yer damndest" 
Maybe I'm just a bit simple 
Added bit - No this wasn't aimed at anyone, I just realised the other day that I'm braver than I thought I was
rowtheboat
Pro 
Of //course// you are. It's not news to us, medear
Be proud of what you've achieved, can achieve and will achieve.
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