I don't like this any more than you do 
Hate the paranoia and insecurity stuff, it's grips like a vice. All sensibilities are oot the windae.
Wish there was a pill for it.
Issues spring up from whence they were buried. Vulnerable, much. Stoopid me.
Apparently the lad went out looking for MW the other night, after her singing and shouting at me. Took two friends with him. She was still on the bench.
"Why d'you keep screaming at my mum?"
*can in hand* "I'd never hurt your mum, I'd guard her wiff moi loife I would, guard her wiff moi loife ... hit me if ya like, I'd never do anything to ... blahblah" (in a weird accent)
Bizarre.
He went to a (supposed) BBQ on one of the parks. A school friend's birthday. Was delivered back to me at 8.30 by one of the girls mums.
He hands me an empty plastic bag, falls into my arms.
Frosty Jack, scrumpy. Nothing to eat all day 
He's doesn't plan to do this again. Result.
I knew he'd forget his bedroom was downstairs 
I couldn't relax till he'd stopped falling downstairs and puking gone to sleep in a safe position.
He had to go to his dad's the next day
I LIKE being a liberal parent. There are pros & cons to every style. He shows a maturity that surprises me at times. After him confessing to smoking for 3 months when I didn't know ... he told me the other week that he'd stopped for 6 days. I didn't guilt him and moan, it didn't work for me. He chose not to do it himself. I have every hope that he'll be able to do this with most things that come his way. You can't ask for much more from yer child ... self-regulation is a good start.
Am doggie-sitting tomorrow, then off to the youth project thingy for his presentation. The kids got some certificates while they were on that activity holiday. Woo!
